more than just snow to think about on 2007-02-24

I've been lazy all day. Actually, just been in a my flannels mostly. Haven't even showered. Yeah, just been hanging out on this cold rainy day. Thinking I'm one confused guy.

So last night was great when I think about it. Really comfy with Becca. She seems really calm now. And I can't tell you what it is about her. But she's got this way of making you feel all smiles and totally relaxed. You know, to the point where things can happen that you didn't have time to even think about.

I mean, not that anything exactly happened. Ok, the kissing. Lots of kissing. It was totally new and unbelievably great. You know, no work involved.

And I didn't think once about Maybe. But today, she's all I think about. You know, how this is cheating, and I get all guilty about it. But then she's the one who said we were nothing in the first place. And who knows how things are going with her and that Dickie guy.

I could be so happy, and I have to keep reminding myself how I was. Then I start wondering, what if Becca starts one of her moody numbers? Am I up for that?

But if we keep everything so quaint and not too involved, then this might be it. This might be something thats worth the wait.

So she just called. Wants me to be ready to go out in an hour. Of course, I have to pick her up. And time is ticking.

What am I waiting for?