the short end of it on 2007-03-08

Today looks like its going to warm up. Yesterday was cold, damp and foggy. Perhaps thats what has me in such a state of mind.

I'm not exactly depressed. Just about certain aspects at work. I feel like I'm spinning my wheel and going nowhere.

And they can only pay me so much in a week. And I need to take time off.

I try to do my share. But get some people together..and well, I'm at the point thinking, these two have a revenge plan for each other, and I'm caught in the middle of it.

True, I might be too nice in the whole situation. But I wouldn't want either of them for an enemy.

Does this happen to everyone at work?

Then there is this other side of me that doesn't want to think about work at all.

Becca.

She's really good to me. She's what I have to look forward too. And I want that with her.

I just don't want to bring home all this stress to think about from work. As in, "You're not familar with this database or that system we have at the University..."

And yeah, there is a lot I don't know. But still, even if I did, it wouldn't do me that much good here because in the end it comes down to taking directions from my supervisor and putting pieces to the puzzle the way she wants.

I have to wonder if its worth getting a degree in Library Science. Are the jobs even out there? And if they were? Would I sit on my pious butt all day looking down on people?

I have to go work.

At least, I'm going to lunch with Becca.