a bookshelf sinks into the sand
& a language learned & forgot,
in turn, is studied once again
it's a shocking bit of footage
viewed from a shitty TV screen

notes

it feels so bad that it seems right on 2007-03-13

This time change is making me drag through the day.

Last night, I almost slept soundly, but I got hot and that didn't help. Its kind of a shock to the body to get use to these warmer temps.

I didn't get to bed until almost midnight, anyway. Becca was over, and I know she wanted to stay, but I kept telling her I thought she should go home. Her Mom's expecting her. And, even told her I thought I was getting sick. She still wanted to stay.

Who knew one person could keep you sleep deprived? Some people just make you sleep better. Or so it seems. Could be the state of mind. The weather. Time change. So many factors to consider.

Possibly, my body is telling myself I don't really want Becca as a girlfriend. I don't know. I'm hoping its just this phase. I just want to crawl back into bed and sleep.

But I have to help out at circ today. And again, I'm sure I'll have to put projects on hold that I need to be working on.

i'm not that guy