![]() a bookshelf sinks into the sand & a language learned & forgot, in turn, is studied once again it's a shocking bit of footage viewed from a shitty TV screen notes just swell on 2007-03-14 Its just one of those days where I don't feel so well. Maybe it started last night. I saw Maybe. We had a glaring contest. Sort of. She came in to the library. Didn't say a word to me. Just stared at me. It got a little creepy. We didn't really have a confrontation. I don't know what it was. But she saw me with Becca, and she just kept staring. Then all day today, I feel like I'm going to throw up or worst..well, just as bad. Shit my pants. What the fuck is going on? She shows up just to make me feel like a gutted fish. I couldn't sleep. Then it was just me who showed up for work in my department today..and I had to stay put at circ all morning. It was crazy. I'm exhausted. Thank God, Becca hasn't been question me. I don't know if I could take it. | ||||