a bookshelf sinks into the sand
& a language learned & forgot,
in turn, is studied once again
it's a shocking bit of footage
viewed from a shitty TV screen

notes

just swell on 2007-03-14

Its just one of those days where I don't feel so well. Maybe it started last night.

I saw Maybe. We had a glaring contest. Sort of. She came in to the library. Didn't say a word to me. Just stared at me.

It got a little creepy. We didn't really have a confrontation. I don't know what it was. But she saw me with Becca, and she just kept staring.

Then all day today, I feel like I'm going to throw up or worst..well, just as bad. Shit my pants.

What the fuck is going on?

She shows up just to make me feel like a gutted fish.

I couldn't sleep.

Then it was just me who showed up for work in my department today..and I had to stay put at circ all morning. It was crazy.

I'm exhausted.

Thank God, Becca hasn't been question me. I don't know if I could take it.

i'm not that guy