the last straw on 2007-03-19

Yesterday.

I had it out with Maybe. I even brought over this pregnancy test I bought at Wal-greens.

I just wanted to know.

Then it turns from "I think I might be" to "I want to be..."

Like she needs to start a family anytime soon. With me.

"I can't think of anybody else better..."

Then I brought up Dicky and she had a good cry over that. Told me how sorry she was. How she wanted me back. How I'm the only guy who really ever cared about her.

It was draining. I must have been there for what seemed hours. It could have been 4. It felt like 4 or more.

But we're not together.

Its over. I never ever want to see her. And it pains me that I ever had any feelings for her to begin with.

She's so Maybe. And now I feel like going out for a steak. A celebration of sorts. So I made reservations at Outback for Becca and me.