believo on 2007-04-11

I've been listening to Bright Eyes' "Casadaga". I use to be psyed with his expirments in music. I don't know what's happening to me. Steph doesn't like them. Becca hates Conor's voice.

Guess I'll have to give it some time.

Shock, a patron gave me a copy of Enon. I don't even know why she gave it to me. But, its got a certain style to it, like an old movie.

Anyway, its taken my mind off other things.

Don't know why I got so, you know, like that yesterday.

Not that I mentioned it to Becca. Although, I gotta wonder, we need to talk about stuff like that. Be honest.

But then you wonder if all that honesty can hurt too.

But I don't know.

I just don't want us having this kind of fake relationship. I feel like she isn't who she is. I guess.

Man, why can't I be happy?