a bookshelf sinks into the sand
& a language learned & forgot,
in turn, is studied once again
it's a shocking bit of footage
viewed from a shitty TV screen

notes

bumming out on 2007-04-29

Its been so beautiful this weekend. Now if I could somehow tame the monster.

My allergies just get the best of me. Bummer. I feel absolutely, horrible and yet quite happy..except somehow... somehow I have to act on cheery and stuff tomorrow for the library volunteer lunch.

Thank God! Becca is going to make the salad I have to bring. Its an over night salad so its not like a major cooking thing, but still, too much for me at the moment.

What a miserable cad I am. Making my girlfriend do all this for me.

And somehow in spite of all the runny noses, stuffyhead, etc. All I want is sex. Maybe its the medications. I have no clue, some of the time.

But at least I'm smiling. I'm a happy boy. Thanks to Becca. Thanks for putting up with me.

i'm not that guy