![]() a bookshelf sinks into the sand & a language learned & forgot, in turn, is studied once again it's a shocking bit of footage viewed from a shitty TV screen notes bumming out on 2007-04-29 Its been so beautiful this weekend. Now if I could somehow tame the monster. My allergies just get the best of me. Bummer. I feel absolutely, horrible and yet quite happy..except somehow... somehow I have to act on cheery and stuff tomorrow for the library volunteer lunch. Thank God! Becca is going to make the salad I have to bring. Its an over night salad so its not like a major cooking thing, but still, too much for me at the moment. What a miserable cad I am. Making my girlfriend do all this for me. And somehow in spite of all the runny noses, stuffyhead, etc. All I want is sex. Maybe its the medications. I have no clue, some of the time. But at least I'm smiling. I'm a happy boy. Thanks to Becca. Thanks for putting up with me. | ||||