what next? on 2007-07-01

Ok, so its like this...

Becca's mom doesn't approve. Her moving in here, yet she says she's supportive. Ok, only, her Mom only wants to see her. Doesn't want me around. Suddenly, I'm like the enemy.

I get it. It would be nice if we were married, but we can't afford it yet. Actually, I don't think about it. Exactly.

Sure, it would be nice, but this is just fine. Only, I think Becca's mom is pressuring her in to believing, its not fine.

Like, I need this on top of everything else.

God, I need a shower. Have to get to work by one. Probably should have gone in this morning and helped the shelver out some.

But I'm so tired as it is. And this, this thing about marriage. I just don't know if we're really up for it yet.

I love her. But is that enough?