![]() a bookshelf sinks into the sand & a language learned & forgot, in turn, is studied once again it's a shocking bit of footage viewed from a shitty TV screen notes the bad boyfriend on 2007-09-18 Rain today. Hey, I'm not sluggish..which is what I was fighting all last week. I swear I was good for nothing for the most part. Not even for Becca. But she babied me. Why, I don't know. I've heard her on the phone with her Mom, her friend..saying stuff like, "I'm not sure he even likes me, sometimes?" Can you imagine? She said that? I still just shake my head. I mean, seriously, you can't be on..all the time. You just can't. I love her. And...sure, I want to make her happy, but sometimes..I'm just to tired to think about it. I'm not sure why this is worrying me now. | ||||